Friday, 27 March 2015

Brilliant Things and Annoying things!



So really i should be in bed but i am pretty annoyed right now.

I have had a really nice day today, the sun has been shining, its a nice spring day, i went to work feeling great. Today was the day i was training to be a Arts Award Assistant Adviser. Okay may sound a little boring, but i was the be first in the world of hopefully many people, to be trained as an Assistant Adviser. Like that is a big thing! Not only that but a friend came in with a proposed gig thing for us and we booked it in and everything for June! So everything was going great, until i got home and i had a message saying two people i didn't talk to anymore were causing trouble and trying to get 'infomation' about me from people.

I shall start from the beginning.
So i got on the bus last wedensday, as i was on the bus, two stops later, two girls got on the bus too. These two girls used to be my friend around 2 years ago. We ended up having a argument and falling out over something so pathetic but it was practically them bullying me.

What happened was, 2 years ago....
I had a profile on Ask.fm, and i started to get questions from an anonymous person asking me questions such as 'what was your best relationship.' for example.
At the time, i was still getting over my Ex. The longest relationship i'd had and first love. Those kind of relationships you do not just get over. So at the time, when i got asked this question, i simply replied with 'My best relationship was the same as my worst.' Because my relationship with my ex was very bad and toxic.
Anyways a few days later, my first friend, we will call her A,  messaged me on Facebook, asking me WHY i had answered that to the question. I told her why and she got pissed off with me because i still had feelings for my ex basically and then in the end we argued and she called me a moody and all that and i blocked her. The rest of the day i had her friend, we will name her B, texting me and having a go at me about it all also.

In the end it calmed down, but i started getting more anonymous questions on Ask,Fm, this time nasty ones, digging me for my sexuality, calling me names, generally being horrible to me. It was basically bullying. I basically made it clear in my replies that i was A and B who were probably doing it and it was shitty to do.

The next day, i got a phone called from a private number. It turned out to be A and B asking me why i had accused them on Ask,Fm and then started calling me names including calling me 'goofy bitch' ect; Then i hung up, and that was the end of our friendship.

Two years later, i was on the bus a week ago on wedensday like i previously said, and A and B got on the bus too, they strutted on with a attitude and nothing happened for the bus journey. They got off a couple of bus stops before me and they stopped at traffic lights and the bus was going to drive past, it was arkward as i was sitting on the side of the bus which passed where they were standing.

I saw A look at me and then look at B almost as if she said something. I just got a sense that they were still just as immature and mean as they were back then. I ended up making a status on facebook basically just saying 'when people are still immature after 2 years.' And then a couple friends asked who it was about and that same day i just deleted the status because i had got over it and i wasn't bothered anymore.

My facebook is connected with my Twitter account and my statues sometimes come up as tweets too automatically and i didn't realise and the status i had made ended up on twitter also.
Now realisticly it shouldn't matter as i haven't spoke to A and B for two years so they wouldn't and shouldn't be sneaking around looking at my profile right? No i was apparently wrong.
As today (ONE WEEK LATER) they have decided to bring up i have made a status. And have called me pathetic, immature, ect; and keep tweeting trying to start an argument with me and its rather annoying. I don't understand why they have to? I feel they are being hypocrites when they call me sad and pathetic and tell me i am an attension seeker as they are the ones trying to start an argument with me a WEEK after i even made the status. And in all fairness it could of been about anyone, and why were they snooping on my profile?!


People -.- Am i in the wrong or? haha.

Saturday, 14 March 2015

Achievements and happiness.

From the last time i wrote a post in my blog i was trying to feel optimistic in a really dark time in my life. I was trying to find a light in the black. Thankfully for me i have seemed to pulled though and i am doing a lot better.

I have successfully completed my Silver Arts Award, finally after so long it is finished and i have passed!! :D I can now go on to do my Gold!
Also i have been requested to train as an Arts Award Assistant Adviser also which is exciting!
As a reward i bought myself a Musical Keyboard and my fingers have been playing away!
Now i am not an expert at piano but i have came up with a little tune and lyrics and i will try and perfect it and ask you to critique because i am really self critical and i like to hear other peoples opinions as long as it is constructive of course!!

The band is going really well, we have three new songs in progress which is super fun also!
We also have a many gigs and events in the works for the next year which i just can't wait!

i have not much else to say, but i will say this, stay strong, even if you are feeling hopeless, things will get better! Always here if you want to chat!!


Also people, please check out my Youtube Channel! Search Lunasowf or my name Sophie Green :)
I have a new video up about my Doctor Who Figurine Collection :D

Wednesday, 4 March 2015

The Signs Of Spring.


So recently i have been very depressed and low and have barely left my home.
I have been tucked inside and not seen the light of day for almost a week now. 
I know spring is soon (20th March - Ostara/Spring Equinox) but sitting sad in my home i wasn't seeing these changes. 
So Today i went to the local nature park with my friend Rebecca and i actually got over excited over what i saw. 
It was such a thrill to be outside in the fresh air and see the actual changes in nature and see spring coming. I have always felt very connected and happy among nature and it was a nice day regardless of the fact it was rather windy. 
I got some nice shots i thought i would share :) 




   In life it is sometimes forgotten to stop and look above you. You miss out on really wonderful things. Whether it be something as simple as a home for a bird in a tree or some amazing architecture on buildings! My dad always told me to always look up and i always do.





                                                       Don't forget to appreciate nature :)
                                                       I know i always will!



I also have uplouded a YouTube video about my Spring walk if anyone would like to check it out :)
I would really appreciate it!

Thank you and have a nice week :)