I am aware, it is only new years eve yet it is quite exciting to know, a new year is not far away from us, as time slowly ticks and we carry on living, the first day of 2015 is approaching. We have came so far, and loved and lost, i do not doubt we have felt weak at least once, but we will have also have felt happiness, tears of sorrow and tears of joy. Hey, 2014 has been a good one, and a bad one.
But it is how life is, we cannot stop time, we live with it, it flows without a second to stop. It keeps us moving forward? Upwards? Whatever direction we are going in, we are carrying on, regardless of whether want to or not. Time does not stop.
And though time is not limitless to each individual person, there will be an end to each our times, at different points, nothing is flashing before your eyes, and slipping out of your fingertips. So sit down and relax, and enjoy and think and dream. For this is the last day of the another year, we should be proud of ourselves for making it so far, for surviving ! So well done!
I have decided to start Blogging again in the new year, i thought i would just mention little things, that i have been doing, since my last blog, which was a while ago.
I have given myself a task. I shall be writing a novella or novel of Fantasy fiction. And most importantly completing it, I find myself writing stories and never finishing them, But i have found that my writers block is starting to go away now. My mind is starting to twitch and turn full of ideas and thoughts and it makes me excited!
I shall not give out too much detail yet, but if you do want to know more, i shall be blogging about my journey with writing this novel, blogging about my character and plot developments and such. So if your curious then there will be more. Watch this space.
My future is looking clearer now. Me and the band will be touring our Album around the UK in the new year which is exciting also. I have always found myself without a meaning in life. And i will probably carry that thought in my head, i am nothing important or special in a major scale, i am small individual from an ordinary place and a ordinary family, but that will not stop my mind from wandering and hoping and dreaming. And if you sit and think the same, remember, even if you feel small and insignificant, there is always hope and you will one day blossom beautifully if you dont give up! I believe in all the dreamers and hopers and people who start from the bottom with determination and those who have a talent and are proud of it, the ones who simply type out there thoughts like i do, those who write songs, learn an instrument, those who go to college or university, those who although have anxiety, still try and do something with their lives. I still believe in those who have not stood up yet, who do not have the courage yet, but i promise there is a glow inside, waiting to blossom is you. The world is waiting for the ones who started off thinking they weren't important but tried. Because guess what, i havent met an unimportant person in my life yet.
There was just a small number of people who gave me hope to start blogging again, by simply telling me they actually read what i wrote, and that gave me motivation, so thank you!
Lets hope the last day of 2014, is a good one, and lets hope you let your beautiful ideas and thoughts run wild and become something for 2015!
I haven't changed much! Still ramble on! haha.
